Tuesday, June 20, 2006

when smoke gets in my eyes

a year and a month had passed since the day we started that non sense idiocy. you played with me. you put, you caught me in bait. i became sluggish & stupid to ride with all your games. i thought it would be fun all along the way. i never thought it would be that hard. cause all i knew was that i've been happy... thinking it's all reality. until i woke up without you by my side.

oh it was but a game. you win and left me in vain. and there i was... waiting for the chance that i never cognise was long taken. it's gone! and every time i whack at looking back... i can see nothing but the gloomy memory of you and me.

the sweet has turn sour and the sour into bitter.


erstwhile i thought it was heaven as i conceived the clouds around us hanging. i thought i was an angel, flying... with the wings i thought you've given. but no! it was not heaven. where the hell have i been? i fly, i fall, i fell. and my wings were broken.


no, the clouds was just a smoke.
and then the smoke gets in my eyes.
it hurt inside and i cried....

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

anubayan?
kala ko ba tapos na yang kasentihan na yan?
e eto ka na naman e
nagsisimula ka na naman e
dapat seyu pingutin sa tenga
tsk tsk tsk tsk!!
inuman na lang
nag aaya si major o!

Anonymous said...

heheheh! di naman ako talaga ako senti ngayon melai, eh.. feel ko lang ipost yan...


tara date na tau! excited na ko!

nixda said...

All love that has not friendship for its base,
is like a mansion built upon the sand.
~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Love is the history of a woman's life; it is an episode in man's.
~ Germaine De Stael

* oist, sama ako jan!

Anonymous said...

mami neng,

uwi ka na! para tau naman ang magdate!


pano kung me friendship tapos walang love? gusto ko ung second quotes mo! ahahah

Anonymous said...

tara na tara na deyt na lang para walang sentihan.. kaya lang baka pag nakainom ka pati uhog mo tumulo ha!!! lol!!

Anonymous said...

di naman pala senti eh hahahha... cge isama nyo na lang ako sa usapan nyo huh.. gawin nyo akong topic sa dit dit nyo nina melai at major... ipulutan nyo ako hehehe

Kathy said...

...pati senti blog ko natuklasan mo na rin Lojiks? hehe..enjoy ka lang dun ^_^ pahingahan ko rin dun eh pag medyo nawawala na ko hehe :P

...bitter ka pa rin ba? awww ^_^

cheers,
-kathy-

Ka Uro said...

time heals everything. perhaps you should look forward more than back. everyday is a new day. be happy.

C Saw said...

mabuti naman po na ndi ka senti. about the pasalubong. wag mo na po ideposit. pagsaluhan na lang.

tama na yan! inuman na!

Jaja said...

isang bote ng red horse lang yan!

bulitas said...

senti ka na namn lojix!


persdei was really tiring! wah!

busy.busy.busy. bulitas.
=)
take care.

pinkysteph said...

uy masarap magsenti. madalas pag pag pagod na ko tas tulog na lahat..pinipilit ko sarili ko'ng umiyak. di daw kasi dapat takasan yung mga bagay na nagpapaluha sa'tin. isipin mo ng isipin hanggang magsawa ka..umiyak ka man ng umiyak malaking ginhawa madudulot nun sa'yo. tsaka pag senti daw mas masarap gumawa ng tula..kasi puno ng emosyon at pagmamahal. ang ganda! worth readin
parang sarap makirelate na lang tas copy paste ko sa blog ko hehe

Anonymous said...

to c:

unga, salo na lang tau..di tumatanggap ang banko ng tinapay..ahahah inuman na! malalasing ako sa inyo.. puro inuman alok niyo saken. pati rin si jaja eh.

to girlnextdoor:

salamat naman! tama...hurt from the past can trigger so much emotions.

to pinkysteph:

that's really nice to hear! salamat...*overwhelm*

a big big yes sa sinabi mo! i've realized that before! to ang proof oh:

http://sentiko.blogspot.com/2006/03/sakit-sa-sarap.html

Bryan Anthony the First said...

i say: Fuck 'em!

hehehehe

cheer up lojik.

woof!

Anonymous said...

to all:


nakalimutan kong sabihin...this is all about the past! and the past had passed. tapos na un! wala na... di naman ako senti kaya don't wori. i'm very much okay nowadays.

gusto ko lang ilabas ang mga naglalarong mga salita sa utak ko. and..yaddah! nagawa ko siya. un lang un. di ako malungkot,ok?

salamat sa inyong lahat!

Anonymous said...

good thing is that we can learn from the past, the kind of hardships that we went through can make us a better person, sana. if we choose to take it as opportunity to learn and not to remain bitter.

Anonymous said...

yes cruise! korek ka jan!


me tama ka!

The Guy in Red Sneakers said...

haaaay nakooo.

it's that season ageeeen.

_______

at tama si c. inuman na..!